constantly mean, never on purpose
don't say a thing, words feel so worthless
i want to be kind, no matter the cost
i promise i'm fine

hopelessly nice, except when i speak
the lights in the distance are too bright to think
i'm getting distracted, can someone help me?
it's all out of focus

my wings made of a thousand eyes,
and all the hopeful little lies,
taught me who i need to be,
and now i'm really truly me

terribly lost, i don't know myself
i'm trapped in my thoughts, feels like i'm in hell
everyone says "don't say you're sorry"
but i feel so guilty

like a flower in bloom, emotions are flowing
my bones start to ache, it feels like i'm glowing
the stars in the sky are finally falling
the fireflies gather

my wings made of a thousand eyes,
and all the hopeful little lies,
taught me who i need to be,
and now i'm really truly me

like a flower in bloom, pain without meaning
if i have my way, time will start bleeding
the days become nights, and nights become days
and all is so bright, a luminous haze

my wings made of a thousand eyes,
and all the hopeful little lies,
taught me who i need to be,
and now i'm really truly me
i thought i wouldn't be okay
and wouldn't live another day
but here i am and i'm alive
and now i know i will survive