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ephemeral
00:24
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fog filled mind
03:07
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i just want to be rid of this fog in my head
and i can't think straight, i'll just go back to bed
and nothing seems to help clear this fog from my mind
i guess i should just hope it gets better with time
and it shouldn't be so difficult to just think
but my mind's like a pen that just ran out of ink
and i don't need to get rid of this fog in my head
and now that i've calmed down i might go back to bed
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early morning walk
03:40
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open my eyes,
it's still dark out,
what time is it ?
can't go back to sleep now.
next thing i know,
i step outside.
i'll walk around,
and watch the sun rise.
i feel the warmth of the sun on my skin,
it's on the horizon, the fog starts to thin,
excited that the day is soon to begin,
my head's full of thoughts, and it's starting to spin.
right by the side of the road,
the clouds almost seem to glow.
i feel the warmth of the sun on my skin,
it's on the horizon, the fog starts to thin,
excited that the day is soon to begin,
my head fills with thoughts, and i can't keep them in.
i feel the warmth of the sun on my skin,
it's on the horizon, the fog starts to thin,
excited that the day is soon to begin,
my head's full of thoughts, and i can't keep them in.
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it's not my fault
02:53
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my mind's a book
that i can't read
my memories
are fading as i speak
i'm sorry it seems like i'm lying
but the truth is i don't remember
i barely remember my own name
or even what day of the week it is now
it's not my fault
please don't blame me
i wish that i
could fix my memory
it's not my fault (it's not your fault)
please don't blame me (i'll be okay)
i wish that i (it's fine i can't)
could fix my memory (fix my memory)
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bleeding flowers
03:10
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i lay
flowers spilling out of my veins
a new day
something's changed
one minute the flowers bloom
the next they fade
it all moves so quickly now
one day i'll be gone
in the blink of an eye years go by
it's all so fast
feels like my mind's crumbling
not built to last
not everything needs to last
that's how things are
and if time is passing quickly
that's not so bad
don't need to destroy myself
it doesn't help
even when things seem bad
i'll be alright
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i go outside
in the cold
and suddenly
all that i can hear is noise
i'm surrounded by my voice
i can't think through all this noise
feel like i'm
flickering
i lay down
shivering
my thoughts aren't inside my head
they're surrounding me instead
finally
the noise has stopped
and suddenly i hear
a song i haven't heard in years
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companionship
03:09
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as i laid in bed
dark boxes flickered before my eyes
i remembered you
and all that started to fade from sight
it was hard to find
any point to this life of mine
and then you showed up
and everything started to seem so bright
and you changed my life
and now i find joy in most everything
you made me realize
that there's so much fun to be had in life
you changed my life
and now i find joy in most everything
you made me realize
that there's so much fun to be had in life
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relief
03:22
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can i really say i'm better?
have i actually recovered?
i don't know.
but i hope.
i feel like i don't deserve to feel like i can be alright
it just feels as though i should be suffering some more
monday, tuesday, nothing happens
hey, things could be worse
wednesday, thursday, just as empty
i guess that's not bad
finally, on friday, a lightbulb,
a new idea
i feel more creative than i ever have before
it's not as hard as it seemed
with my brain bursting at the seams
it still does stuff like that sometimes
but it's getting better with time
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anri abernathy
trans woman making music with fun noises and comforting sounds.
anri abernathy recommends:
healing
by In Love With A Ghost
this album has a lot of fun sounds and i never get tired of it
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Beginner Spellbook
by Entropy Witch
also has fun sounds. weird grooves sometimes (in a good way)
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STAFFcirc vol 6.1 - WINDOWS VARIAT~2 (ONESTOP)
by STAFFcirc
okay. you know onestop.mid ? i always loved that one. this is basically what if each section from that was its own song, and it's really good
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Delicate, beautiful songs from Italy’s Ruslan Perezhilo with gauzy, mysterious synths and melodies that are soothing and hypnotic.
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